Why is this all effecting me so much. I know it shouldn't anymore but it still does and it just kills me. I know how I feel and that's it. Nothing can change it at all. No one can tell me I don't feel this way because I believe so truly that I do... I know I love you I do but everything is fucked up right now and I don't know quite what to do... #love #life #friends #lesbian #losingit #hurt #past #destroyed